mayfly worms

i finished this book called "from rockaway" by jill eisenstadt a few weeks ago. it was really really good and there is this passage in the book that i really liked.

"I read once about how mayfly worms live in the mud in the bottom of a pond for eighteen years and how when they get out, finally become flies they mate and dies all in in an hour. That' living huh?"

interesting.

tonight was a disaster

oh yes, yes it was. UGH. ever feel like just saying that? UGHHHHHHH. just a long drawn out ughhhhhhhhhh.

well i do. especially after tonight. God i made that so awkward. mostly for myself, but hey, whats new.

then something clicks

my two most favoritest music things are as follows:

1. distortion and synths
2. guitars tuned just right to get that perfect janglinesh followed by lyrics about falling in love.

as far as the janglinesh and falling in love goes i dont think any other song comes close to this one.



ahhh if only there were more "skankin queens" in the world today.

i may be out of it but im still into you

i was watching tv just now and this commercial came one for this show called "one way out": oh my gosh.

here's the preview that i saw


i am so excited. you know this means im probably going to spend all day in the library tomorrow to finish all of my homework for monday night just so i can watch this show without distractions.

just read what he does on the first episode!:
Escapologist Jonathan Goodwin tests his theory of minimal movement with a scorpion trapped inside his mouth and with his body covered in 200,000 agitated bees. He must endure excruciating pain as he attempts to set himself free.

wuttttttttttttttttt

besides that, todays been alright. ive been kind of down but whatever.

a wrong turn and raindrops

i found this when i was looking through my box of letters from the 6th grade. i guess we had to have a list of what our ambitions were as a 12 year old and lets just say its changed a whole lot since then.



(the date on it is "february 26, 2002 Brian Sanders 12 yrs old)

"it was somewhere, right along here, that i lost all interest in life"

for the past few weeks i have been drinking nothing but "butterfinger hot chocolate" every night. it tastes sooooo good compared to the regular kind. its pretty easy to make too; i just stick a cup of water in the microwave and wala: waco water tastes drinkable again. i like it so much i thought about pouring all 8 packets out and eating them without water, but im pretty sure i would get really sick.

to accompany these hot chocolate cravings my aunt sent me these little debbie cakes that you stick in the microwave and it rises in like a minute and a half. its crazy.

you guys probably think all i eat is junk food- not true!

i just got finished watching the movie "breaking away". it was soooo good. one of the best sports movies ive seen, dont get me wrong, its not only about sports-it has a story line too. ( i dont think i breathed on that final lap)




its late and ive got class at 9 tomorrow morning. night guys.

please love this band for me